I guess my post didn't make it somehow and I lack the time to re-write it all out now. But DO NOT SEND THAT EMAIL...what are you thinking? IT IS WEAK and it's as if you want to prove it to her by writing this stuff...

Do you think she'll argue with you? What is your goal? To gain her respect? This WON"T DO IT...to gain her love? THIS WON"T DO IT....to make her feel more uncomfortable around you? Maybe this will do that....

I don't know what you are thinking. About a fourth of the letter was strong, but still sort of pointless. Why? B/C It is you making your arguments again to her. Again pleading your case (and that's the good part of the letter). The rest is how weak and hurt you felt and feel. SHE KNOWS HOW YOU FEEL....what she needs, what you need, what we ALL need is to see you differently.

180s + time = change she can believe in. Start the 180's and do them for more than a day...PLEASE... What else can I say?

Kev, come on now. You are better and bigger and stronger than this.

(( j ))


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change