I think it is ok to feel crappy for at least a week.I just got back from a business trip, and while being in a hotel by myself, it hit me , I have no one to call home too.I have for so long kept everything under the db headline, I did not allow myself to deal and feel some of the pain and loss.I lay it at the Lords feet and will let him ease my pain. Hey it has only been a week.Jack you are dead on .I will carry myself with my head up and know that I am ok, more than ok.This whole thing comes off in layers, I just need to continue to peel them off and deal with them. Missmyfriend, I understand fully what you are saying. I continue to pray for my wife.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023