Just missing you guys a little!

[Amy M]

Thanks, ladies! I have to say I'm still so mad at him. Over the course of this whole mess, I've been angry probably the least of all. I've been sad. I've been disappointed. I've been afraid. And, I've been angry some, but not as much as I've been the other things. Today, I'm so mad at him!

I've been praying about it, and I have moments that are better. But, I still think if he showed up outside my house, and I could get to the car in time, I'd run him over and then back up and do it again!!!

On a positive note...I had a good day at work. Attended a lunch meeting that was actually more interesting than I thought it would be. It was an organization that I was very active in before the bomb, but have been less active in lately. Several members of the group said they'd missed me, and that made me feel good. Then I got a call this afternoon from a guy who needed us to host an exchange study group member for a day in April. She's in my career field in Milan, Italy. I agreed, and he and I got to talking, and he asked me about joining his professional organization. I thought, "Why not?" So, he's gonna get in touch with me in a few weeks after this exchange is over and get me in touch with the right people. I'm networking.

I also decided that even though it's a long drive early on a Sunday morning, I'm gonna start attending Sunday school at the church were I do Bible study. They have a class that's specifically made up of "single parents up to age 45." That's gonna be me! So, I thought I could probably make some friends there with whom I'd have lots in common.

H has yet to send the agreement. I'm sure it's somehow my fault that he didn't get it done today like he said he would. I know it's guilt or frustration with his situation or something else that's making him so angry...because I've done nothing to him!!! And, I'm so thankful I don't have to carry that around with me from now on.

And, finally, the best news of the day, S7 got a good report at school today!!!!! I was so glad, and he was so proud to tell me. We're gonna be okay...I know we are!

Hope everyone else had a great day...I'm just so thankful tomorrow's Friday. I have tentative plans with two of the few single folks I know (guys I used to work with) to go hear a band tomorrow night. And, my mom and dad are coming on Saturday to help me with yard work. S3's party is next Saturday, and, I'm hoping the weather will be nice and all the kids can play outside!! Can I uninvite H? Technically, he invited himself...so, I guess I could just not mention it again. Maybe he'll forget???

Love you all!
Amy