The griefing process really amazes me. Its strange how we cycle back & forth between stages. I've continued to have some denial, bargaining, and depression with periods of acceptance. I haven't had much anger but I think most of it comes out as hurt.

I have had a period of extreme sadness & difficulty coping the last two days. I think the reality of being served soon and getting a D is just darn tough today... I've tried to do some GAL activites recently which helps but I'm just not in the mood today and lack the motivation. Just an off day...

Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09