Most Difficult Time of My Life

[Kokopelli]

W stopped by last night to pickup some clothes and see the dogs again. We ate together and made small talk. Of course she wanted to know what I found out about the apartment. Told her I would be moving next week and she immediately went into cancelling credit cards, etc. I handled it pretty well.

It seemed as though she was hanging around more than usual. She said a couple of times that she was leaving and then she would start talking again.

She gave me a really nice hug, best one in a while, very long. She told me she will always love me.

What does this mean? To me that's the goodbye talk...I'm losing hope. I talked to her about mediation and she said she'd think about it. Called me this morning and said, no...I'm going to stick with my attorney. Started an argument with us.

I really am going to detach at this point. No more contact with her. Can't stop thinking about her though. :o(

Barely hanging on.