Saving Military Marriage - 3

[FitChik]

I think it's the sense of loss that's hitting me today. It's so hard to watch all your dreams with someone disappear. Especially just getting married, you are so hopeful of your future together and then it just gets taken away. I feel like I'm waiting to wake up from a bad dreams sometimes - like all of this is just a mean joke.

It's been awhile since I've had such an emotional day - which is a good thing. But it's never any fun when you have them. Luckily I had an early day at work, will go home for a good cry, and hopefully get on with my day.