I considered that there might be an EA for awhile, and kept an eye out. Esp since she told me that there was a male colleague that started getting feelings for her, though she said she was not interested in him. But I think she did enjoy the attention, and the talking to him. And though she said he kinda avoided her for a month or so cause he wanted to get rid of his feelings for her, she still says that he is a friend and won't avoid him. Of course that kinda bothers me, but I can't tell her who she can be friends with.
But I had to ask her again the other night about if there is an EA cause she was home late from a function and was on teh phone in the driveway for 20min at 3am. And also because I noticed her cell phone was locked these days. But that conversation didnt' go well as expected. But the next day she again said there is no EA and unlocked her phone and gave it to me and said I could check her phone. I just said I believed her and declined taking a look at her phone.
But yeah...it does feel like we're both getting farther away from each other. It's really hard, because I kinda think that is what she wants. She wants me to get over her, and just give up and we can be 'friends' and just coparent.
But I'm on my way out the door now to the airport for a bachelor party this weekend in Vegas. Hopefully this weekend will be tons of fun and distract me from thinking of anything going on here.
