WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 5

[confusedinpa]

It was an odd morning. She seemed to be a little softer - she actually came over to me for a hug and kiss on the check. She was also very chatty and even when I went downstairs, she kept coming to the balcony that overlooks our family room to talk.

It still bothers me that I was so touchy last nite. I'm worried that she is going to be reluctant to come over for comfort again since she said that when I'm sexually touching, it makes her feel uncomfortable/awkward. I know I made a mistake and appologized. I want to bring it up again, but I guess the best thing I can do is just don't do it again and unless I get the right cues - if they every come.

I am looking forward to this weekend with my boys and my buddies up in CT. Should be a good time.