I haven't felt this way in a long time - which shows I'm healing.

But I'm just sick to my stomach. I am a mess today. I have been doing so good but this whole situation just tears me apart.

Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09