good morning! I'm glad I "met" you too LR. It's been a less bumpy ride with all the support from you and my DBing family. Things are ok with us. I'm up and down just like you. I told H on Monday, I'm sort of sick of you and I don't like you very much right now, so I need a break. And he's given me one. I've not had any contact with him for the last couple of days except for when we exchange S. It's possible though that I won't see or talk to him until Sunday night for dinner. Then he has S again on Monday and Wednesday nights, plus the next two weekends. I feel good that I've been able to cut off contact with him and go dark, but I will also admit, it's been easier because I knew I was going to see him when he dropped S back off with me. But for the rest of the weekend, I think it's very possible, we aren't going to speak, call, text or email. This is going to be tough. I just keep wondering: What if he likes it without me? But today has been an ok day so far.