I was full of tears yesterday and didn't get much sleep. I think my mind is processing our discussion yesterday.
I really was very sad & upset that my H appears to be dead in sin and so far away from God. It is heavy on my heart. It's hard loving someone so much and not being able to do anything for them. I will continue to pray for his salvation.
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09
