H has officially filed. Please help me!!!!!

[MomInPain]

Wow it never ends...........

Just when I think my roller coaster is starting to slow down and level off something new hits me.

I know this probably sounds stupid, but it hit me like a ton of bricks for some reason.

My H has a tattoo with my name on it. It isn't too big nor too small.

Today my d8 told me that H got a "new" tattoo. I knew the moment she told me this what he had done. He covered my name.

I asked here where the "new" tattoo was and she confirmed my suspitions. I instantly wept.

I keep wondering why? Why do things like this hurt when I should by now be expecting them. My mom says it's because I have a tender heart.

I think this is the final straw that broke the camels back. I'm officially done. Fineto, finished. I want nothing more to do with this man who obviously wants to erase every ounce of me from his life.

Unfortunately for him, he can't erase me completely because when he looks at his children he has no choice. They look just like me.

It still feels like crap. But it's getting better every day. And someday I will feel better about myself and be ready to allow myself to be loved again. To be loved the way I loved him.........unconditionally.