Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

Believe me, I don't want things bad between me and W. So I have got to learn how to not react to anything she says or does. That is what is hurting me the most I think as far as making any progress at all with her. I have also got to stand on my own 2 feet in the face of anything and work my way from there.

I'm not going to be able to get a job from here. I have to be in Dallas to get a job there because I have to be able to interview in person. I have never been able to get a job from a remote distance.

So do I go ahead and head back, stay with my friend so I don't impose on W and get a job so I can see my kids? Or do I stay here until June and just keep studying. I keep wondering what the best route is.

W said she needs the space right now. But my kids don't want me gone. They would rather have me there.

And yes, she is supporting me while I am down here and maybe she shouldn't be. Maybe I just need to head back and get a job and get a place. But I don't know what is best. That is what is best for me and my kids. But I know it would greatly anger W for reasons you have already listed 25.

Ugg...

Kevin