So throughout the day my H & I emailed back briefly. He asked to pick up the money after work if it was ok. Also asked if I would feed a poor soul. I said sure tonight was ok & he chose Greek food my favorite. So he came over, I made us a drink (dirty martini) & he told me about work issues & how the company is almost bankrupt. Told me or rather b**ched about his friends/coworkers/owners family. Like I said before he finally realizes how messed up his "friends" are. Mentioned about female coworker (suspected OW) & how she is a selfish, mean b**ch. Hello!!! All this I knew & told him those were my thoughts & why I kept an arms length away from all of them. But understood his sitch, his position. We played some dice (like old times). I asked him if he had his D papers done yet. Almost!!! Then I asked him if he was sure he wanted to D. He said he didn't know & that's why he wasn't done. I joke that didn't know was ok. And that I thought that is why he didn't have it done yet. He asked for a few more days to decide. I thought to myself. Aaaaahhhhh, a few more days to decide - what is that going to matter!!!! I tell ya men!!!! Ya got me - then ya didn't want me - now so close to being over- now you don't know & might want me again!! So a few more days it is. Really, I don't know what to think of all of this. Yet, I'm resolved & fine either way.
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)
