Bad day. When you read this please know that it is not over yet. I think dealing with it on your own right now or on this thread is a much better idea. Let her wonder a bit about you. She cares and is reaching out but don't fall into her arms yet. Let her think about what she is doing. I can't imagine how you feel right now. I am here and listening. Sending {{{HUGS}}} by the dozen. Be safe my friend.