Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

25,

I just meant she couldn't take the kids without us both going there. And that I could get a court order on. Not to keep her, but to keep my kids from being moved away from me.

Ya, I should not have stated the obvious to her. Guess I wasn't thinking again. Something else she hates about me. Apparently I never think.

One thing she has said that she hates about me is that she will suggest something and I will say ya, I hadn't thought of that. And that drives her crazy. Apparently I hadn't put enough thought into things to ever come up with what she does.

I agree that Jacksonville is a good sign that she isn't sure this A is going to last. Although she has alot of friends in Jacksonville, mainly guys that I am wondering if she is thinking about hitting up next if this doesn't work. Who knows. I don't know. Nor do I have the sanity to sit here and try and figure out any motives.

I guess with everything she has done, I just have to question anything and everything.

But yes, hopefully she will move to Jacksonville and maybe we can get a new start. Anything is possible.

Ya I know, move on. I can't fix us until I fix me.

I hear what you are saying about the M has to end before a new beginning can start years down the road. But if I come to that conclusion, then I am not staying true to Gods will. Not that I am perfect, don't get me wrong. I'm also not holier than thou. Although I am really trying to be a much better christian and work on my faith and figure those things out.

But I know that God's will is not divorce. That I know. So I have started praying that my M be saved but at the end I say his will, not mine be done.

Kevin