HOW MUCH FUN are you having?

[QuietTime]

I have found that since my marriage difficulties things are either very up or very down. During the good part of my marriage I can say that it was nice. Was it fun? Not sure. Not really it was enjoyable.

Now I have a lot of fun, I do a lot for me. I play ball, kickbox, go out with the girls, go to friends houses for cards. I have probably increased my social activity by 200%.

But there seems to be a lack of a midline, when I am not out doing those things I feel more low, like as soon as its over it is the wait till next time there is something to look forward to.