Episode IV: A New Hope (?)

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Trucking along with life.

Have had 2 "visits" with the boys so far and one tonight. The time constraints of these "visits" sheds a whole new light on the saying to not take the little things for granted.

Won't post much of the details here as previously stated, I believe it's been her portal to know what I'm up to.

None the less, life is getting 'better', joined a bowling league and that will give me some time to take focus off all this.

Had a conversation with STBX Monday night on the phone, first in a LONG time. Strictly about the boys, nothing more, nothing less as ordered. And man, did I do A LOT of tongue biting during that, my cousin that I live now was amazed at how well I controlled myself after I filled her in onsome of the things STBX said.

Oh, further more for the record, since there's no harm in posting this here in case she made read it, the boys have had cell phones for the whole duration after she took them last month, but were not allowed to call me! Nice, huh? I bust my rump trying to get them phones so they can talk to their mother but couldn't scrounge up the deposit, and yet she's able to take advantage of having no financial responsiblity and get them and not even have them let me know they have phones.

I still have yet to be questioned as to why I still display the last remaining wedding photo. Curious.