I know J. I get in a situation and I think I do the right thing but then I find out I don't. I'm just frustrated.
My advice ? Learn all that you can about this first. The more you understand it. The easier it is to deal with.
Look Mich, nothing you say is going to surprise any of us. And we have been there , right where you are. And NONE of us wants to see you fail in this. We really are here to extend a hand to you.
Trapt will link you up with some MLC resourses.....right Trapt ?
And BTW ? Stop thinking so much..........Ask Trapt about that too.....