I have the ALL CLEAR from the doctor ! My bloodwork was absolutely perfect !
Still in contact with the guy I met online... he wants to meet. I think we will plan a date soon.
Yes True, it was really WEIRD talking to a male stranger !!! hahaha ! VERY STRANGE !!!
Anyway, I'm having a lovely time.
H came to see the kids play hockey today...I think he enjoyed it and I know the kids certainly did ! I just sat in the sun, chatting with my friends, H kept his distance a bit... I think he felt weird about it...oh and I don't know why, but people told me today that I was looking great (blush)....I was wearing jeans, a darkblue top and blue and white very neat jacket....and I had blow dried my hair this morning, and everyone thought I had been to the hairdressers ! haha ! Oh well, I guess that's good, that I'm looking good and happy !!!
I so very much hope that those that come here new and those that have been struggling with the pain for so long, will one day feel what I am feeling.... FREE, and HAPPY. Ready to live my OWN dreams, my own life, and creat my own excitement !!
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus