The Flames are Still Rising....

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I will try and post later tonight. Thanks BG, SO2 and always His Wife. You are right. HE is not the man for me. I should actually be thanking my lucky stars that she took him off my hands. I feel sad, though. Sad to know that I wasted so much time in a fake relationship with fake love. But, I got K from it. That makes it all worth it.

As for the CS...he hasn't had a job in 3 months and isn't collecting Unemployment (I know because I snooped). OW is paying for EVERYTHING and now she is on disability. I guess she had almost 24 hours of labor and they finally did a C-Section. At least she has my H there to help her. I didn't. I had to do it all by myself....WITH an opened C-Section for 2 months (remember that). But, I did it. This is her third kid. You'de think it would have been cake.

Oh, well. Supposed to go to in-laws for dinner tonight. Asked them to only discuss K and Us. Not H or OW or new baby. I just said that I was trying to deal with things the best that I can right now and would prefer to have the focus on K tonight. They were fine with that. I know they understand.