Puppy, Portland, Spellfire, Thanks! I am going to take this as slowly as possible as not to make her run away again. I'm still not going to talk about the relationship until she is ready. I'm going to have a PMA now and mean it. This glimmer of hope is huge for me. I can actually think straight for once. Will it be tough to continue? You bet. I miss her very much and want her home now. Is that going to happen? Probably not today. But hey, it may take a few months. We'll see. As far as the boundries are concerned, I will reread N.U.T.S. and start writing stuff down now so when the relationship talks come, I will be prepared. And I know, I still have a ton of work to do on me. I'm going to the gym this afternoon. I think I would be more of a mess if I didn't. I'm still way too excited though and way too anxious. It does feel much better though than what I was feeling yesterday. I hope and pray she continues to think this way towards a reconciliation. Keep praying for me please!
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!