I was checking in xBF's email accounts to see if there was any contact with OW. He's cleaned them out recently because just last week all the correspondence with her was there.
Anyway, ran across emails between xBF and his best friend S. This is where xBF said he doesn't know why I'm not talking to him anymore. Both of them were pretty negative towards me and it hurt my feelings. I know, I had it coming for snooping. But it does help deter me from just showing up at bowling tonight. If he really wants to work on us then he'll say so. If he's going to use the excuse of not liking the wording of my email then he really isn't ready to do the necessary work.
Going to make plans to be out this evening.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g