1.) I did txt him on Sunday...too nervous to directly call him...said hi and asked him to call when he had a chance. 2.) he called soon after that. I didn't expect him to call. 3.) it was ok...neutral to good...some laughter, some joking, some listening 4.) he mentioned about getting my stuff from his place...I told him about the laundry soap that I got for him. a.) he said that he would put the bed and tv in his car, but it wouldn't fit. I offered to help him on a day that we can get together...we said that we'd have to do it in a couple of weeks.
5.) he said that he liked a show so much that he took M on her birthday...that just burns me...even though I did the 'happy' voice.
6.) I guess I'll have to plan to talk soon...my mind can't straighten out.
7.) I have the letter already to send...my mother is worried that he'll show M and she will sabotage me...she said to hold off for a couple of weeks.
8.) I don't feel hopeful about any of this. I feel that I am holding on. ????
