I think this site has given you a chance to really think through what is happening (by journaling). Do you often go back and read through what you have written? I think you'd find it enlightening to see how far you've come.
I'm proud of you.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.