Well at least I now know where to post. Thank you puppy for your kind words, you are right, he does need help.
I'm very worried financially, looks like I won't get much. Not going too panic to much right now, have appointment with a lawyer next week so fingers crossed.
I'm going to keep up counselling, I'm quite worried that this will all come back to haunt me. I think I'm putting the whole rejection and how and why to back of my mind right now because I'm so uncertain of my financial position.
I'll never get answers from him, I really have no clue what the hell happened, I'm sure I'll hear many tales in the coming months. need to be able to deal with them and realise that they are just tales.
I can't stand the thought that he had been falling out of love for months, doesn't make sense however, when I see how easy it is for him to walk away, it does make sense.
Anyway, onwards and upwards. Time to be independent
