What's next???? The adventure continues!!!

[AFWAW]

I hope she means it too. And you're right, there is work to do before she could move back in. On top of that, I know she's not ready. She admitted last night that she had been far from perfect as well. She is not trying to pin everything on me. The kicking out of the car thing happened in the 90s and I have never even contemplated anything like that again.

What's that saying that I keep seeing on this board?

I'D RATHER BE MARRIED THAN RIGHT!!!

That's where I am at this point. Do I have issues to work on? You bet. Does she? Absolutely. The rest can be worked out slowly as not to overwhelm her and me for that matter. I love this woman and don't want to lose her. I know in my heart I want to spend the rest of my life with her. After 15 years of my time and love, how could I not at this point? Anything else would be absolutely insane! So, I need all the help I can get to not push her further away than she already is. I am currently reading No More Mr Nice Guy and have a lot more books that I have to read and will read to continue my growth.