What's next???? The adventure continues!!!

[AFWAW]

Ok, ok, I've calmed down some but I can't sleep. I can't think straight. All that has happened in the last month is coming at me in a rush. I should be angry but I'm not. I still want her to come home. I'm not calling her, I'm not pushing, there is still the possibility that this won't work, I know. I'm trying to stay positive, I really am, either way. So, we are going out as a family to an American idol thing tomorrow night. I need to put my best foot forward as a man. I started reading no more mr nice guy today and wow, I exhibit a lot of the traits in it. I'm so disappointed in the way I've been and acted over the years. Things I've considered important that were just not that big a deal. Ok, day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. I can do this either way. I'm still gonna keep posting, she still loves me and I need to keep working on me. Overall a good night with a humungous step in the right direction!