kevin,

I don't know how many times we've all told you. Stop thinking about her. You keep doing it and it's running your actions again. They are your kids too after all. You can decide where they move to or not, not on the whims of your W.

I'm afraid you're not really moving on and if you remain where you are mentally, emotionally, you're not going to live the life you want.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER