Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

25,

I'm not flying there for the 1 hour appointment. But I am going to be on the speaker phone because they are my kids and I should be aware of what is going on and how they are doing.

I talked to my girls tonite on webcam. D7 started crying but wouldn't tell me why. I asked her if we needed to talk alone and she nodded yes. I said why don't you ask your mom to leave the room so we can. So D7 decided to close the door so her mom and sister couldn't hear her. She then told me that she really misses me and wants me home. She was very teary eyed. I told her I miss her to and want to be home but I can't right now. I told her how proud of her I am and that I think about her every day and that I keep a picture of her right beside me so I can look at her when I miss her.

This whole D is very hard on everyone except W. It really boggles me that she does not care about the impact on everyone else. This is all about her.

I just don't know how she became that cold of a person. This is hard.

Kevin