Spoke to H on the phone today...something urgent came up, and I had to call (business wise).. He was talking to me on the phone and called me 'sweetheart'...funny how some things we grow so accustomed to, he didn't say it because he meant it...but just out of habit...after 3 years still...
Anyway, have a good day planned. I've washed all of the kids bed linnen and have been doing some serious house cleaning - spring cleaning ! Later on I plan to have lunch with a good friend, who has started doing volunteer work at a home where people go when there is no longer a cure for their disease or illness, they can die there in peace and serenity. She is so brave to be there for them !
Then the kids will be home from school and I'll be doing homework and some ironing !
Tomorrow morning we have a parent teacher conference for our youngest...S5 !!! I called H and he can join me. Good, because I get the feeling he's starting to miss the kids and how they evolve...
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
He was talking to me on the phone and called me 'sweetheart'...funny how some things we grow so accustomed to, he didn't say it because he meant it...but just out of habit...after 3 years still...
My H does the same. When he is angry he writes my name and when he feels good he calls me by my pet name.
Good that your H wants to be involved with the parenting.
Yes, it's good that he's interested in the kids some more...we had our parent teacher talk this morning and it went really well ! Our S5 is happy, well grounded, and active in the classroom. No problems whatsoever ! We were so proud !!!
Anyway, H came by at 8 like I asked him to, he had time for coffee and then we all went to school, together...mmm what a joy it was to feel like a family for a little while...Then H dropped me off at home and stayed for some coffee whilst we discussed S5 and some business stuff.
Today he's off to France till Saturday. Business. But lots of pleasure involved.
I'm off to Ikea with my neigbour...always nice to go shopping there when the weather is so awful outside !
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
I'm doing very well, enjoying life and am on my way to start the dating process... not sure what to expect from it all, but am taking it day to day !!!
Kids are doing well, and we have a busy week ahead ...I like that !!
Nothing much going on with H...he's just still there...and ow is starting to show her colors... kids have noticed changes...still somehow, it doens't seem to matter that much to me any longer, I am looking forward to meeting new people !!
Off to read some more posts !! xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
I'm enjoying having contact with a man I met trough the internet, he seems keen to meet me, and we have a lot in common, I even dared to call him last night...yikes that was weird... hahaha !
I am happy for you. Just remember: no expectations! The guy who I thought I had the most in common with was the worst of all. Of course, that does not mean it is the same in your case and I hope for you that it isn't.
Isn't it weird to talk to a complete male stranger! I also had to pull myself together and was very nervous when I called.
I hope your joints will feel better soon and there is nothing seriously wrong with you.
Anyway, enjoy yourself and have a lovely week. xxx
I have the ALL CLEAR from the doctor ! My bloodwork was absolutely perfect !
Still in contact with the guy I met online... he wants to meet. I think we will plan a date soon.
Yes True, it was really WEIRD talking to a male stranger !!! hahaha ! VERY STRANGE !!!
Anyway, I'm having a lovely time.
H came to see the kids play hockey today...I think he enjoyed it and I know the kids certainly did ! I just sat in the sun, chatting with my friends, H kept his distance a bit... I think he felt weird about it...oh and I don't know why, but people told me today that I was looking great (blush)....I was wearing jeans, a darkblue top and blue and white very neat jacket....and I had blow dried my hair this morning, and everyone thought I had been to the hairdressers ! haha ! Oh well, I guess that's good, that I'm looking good and happy !!!
I so very much hope that those that come here new and those that have been struggling with the pain for so long, will one day feel what I am feeling.... FREE, and HAPPY. Ready to live my OWN dreams, my own life, and creat my own excitement !!
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
