Dropping the rope

[peacetoday]

thanks so confused, snodderly and upside

well I am now legally D
we signed today and H wanted the final hearing today as well
he looked terrible, weight gain
he almost puched my L b/c of some of the changes we made

but he seemed relieved to get the agreemnt over with
it has been streessful going back and forth
he gave me everything
he basically got nothing except his feedom
when the whole thing was done,
his L gave him a high five and congratulated him like leaving your family is a thing to be praised

H looked happy
like he just got a touchdown reached his goal

I am sad, but truth be told,,I dont want H in this condition
he has no plans that I can see to return
he seems done