Stillhope, DQ is saying above almost exactly the way I feel about it. I do know that Mrs. Cinco loves me. She even has said, "I do *this* because I love you." I do appreciate her doing it but something is missing .
As DQ says it all lacks that "I want to jump your bones" feeling. I know how it feels to be truly DESIRED and CHOSEN. That is what is missing. Because the desire is missing, if I didn't insist on some level of sex and intimacy, it would never happen.
I don't want to be someone's chore. Does that make sense?
