The Flames are Still Rising....

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6lbs 15oz. 19.5" long - same as K. Born around 11am - same as K. WTF is the Universe really trying to tell me here? The whole sitch seems like a parallel world. It's like he is playing a role in a play...the same play, over and over again. I believe that he is. But, then what does that make of our M...fake, phoney...just another act in his play. It doesn't make me feel very good about our life. To feel as though it was all lies. That he never really loved me or wanted anything more than see what all the hoopla about M was all about. And, how is it that her friends and family are so supportive of a man that had an affair, left his pregnant wife, doesn't work and got his girlfriend pregnant at the same time his wife was having a baby? White Trash. Two words that describe them well, unfortunately.