Al, funny, that's how I feel. That's why I didnt go to C today and probably wont go for a while. I am "diving" for the truth. I have pictures of me and H deciding to divorce, holding each other and maintaining a close friendship or deciding to stay together,and being together in a way that has never happened before... What's gonna happen? I dont know. But nothing will surprise me. You know what? It's all about me and who I am. To be cont'd...