The fact that she will do it doesn't give you a feeling or level of intamacy / love ? If she is willing to do it doesn't that make you feel like she wants to please you and make you feel loved ? Just asking... I feel like if mine would even occasionally it would make me feel more deeply loved and that my sexual desires mattered. As I mentioned elswhere I am only guessing how I would feel - no oral either way in my relationship - she has put the cabosh on it all.
