I feel a bit of a fraud in here now as there is NO communication between W and myself and it's unlikely there ever will be. She has taken herself RIGHT out of my life and I am no longer concerned for her life. Total detachment. Never thought I would get here, especially in the manner I have. I am happier now than I have been for years though in all aspects, home, work, social life. I feel an overwhelming sense of freedom from the pain and misery I have been going through for the last 8 months.
I may be a poster boy for detaching, but when things happen to you like they did to me (W just calling me to my sons and then cutting me off) it's a rather easy thing to do. You simply have no choice but to let go.
To all of you still struggling, my heart goes out to you and I will give you all as much of my 'love' as I can from here.
I am thinking of you all the time and wish you nothing but happiness wherever you end up.
This isn't a final post in here, but I feel I should hand over the reins as I no longer qualify for ownership. (I will be a retired Vice Chairman )
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