Now I am starting to just feel angry and bitter, what does it mean?
Is this the next phase or what?
Just part of the roller coaster ride. But it's best to try and lose that anger and bitterness if possible because the only person you hurt is yourself. If possible go see a therapist or join a men's group where you can talk some of that out.
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
