Retrouvaille saved me - AN #3

[AnotherNightmare]

Well, the roller coaster ride continues, even though it has slowed down quite a bit. And it seems like we are able to recover a lot faster from the downs. They still happen, but it seems we both make an effort to improve the situation as quickly as possible.

Overall last week was very positive. So we went to our 4th post-session on Sunday expecting a talk about conflict resolution. Not sure why, but they had swapped it with next Sunday's session on intimacy and sexual relationship. In a way I was disappointed, and I think my W was, too. She seemed not ready to talk about intimacy yet. On the last dialogue question, she kind of refused to answer the question. Even though I really tried to understand where she was coming from, she sensed that I was unhappy about that.

The good news is during the next 24 hours we never reached the lows we used to get to before, but it was a 24-hour period of making up and increasing the tension again. Well, it turned out Monday night seems to be our favorite night now. After I had already said good night, she turned over, started to hug me and said: "You cannot be mad at somebody you ML with."

So again we are on a high today. Unfortunately, I have a full day of work today. I am on the phone with a client all day. Maybe it is not too bad, because that prevents me from doing things that may look like I am pressuring her.