Few texts back and forth and I played it cool, just being nice and then get a long......I can't do this, I love you blah blah blah, I'm just scared of how I feel. I'm not jealous or insecure and you make me that which scares me. Went and met up just now for 30 mins, had a little chat and things ok again.....I feel like some teenager with all this and some people will think I'm mad but I think she is worth it and things been so good. We've both said before this would of been so much easier meeting a few months further dow the line, but it is what it is.
I'm very bad at saying and wording things and she picks up on them and thinks I mean something else. Whhenever we meet up it's cool, we can talk about things properly and things never get out of hand.
So, things gone full circle again. Course of true love never runs smooth I guess !!!
Cheers John and no, not done anything for her to question me, but the only person she ever felt like this about (12 years ago, not her ex) did, so think I got tared with his brush a bit. Think he really hurt her and she is scared I will do the same so thinks jump now, but then can't do it.
