Why do I trust him and think he will do the honourable thing each time. Why do I think he will be honest and act like a normal person??? Every time I have this blind faith that he is the h I knew for all those years. Each time I make excuses, look for psychological behaviour to explain his ways but each time there throws up a deceptive reason.
The reason that he will not answer my email is because he has taken out a loan on that account and the payments are coming out of it each month (only starting from Feb) and he hasn't been putting any money in. I have been paying his loan repayments!! I am an idiot - why do I trust this person???? I think he must be having money issues. This loan, asking me for �350.00. What is going on with this man?
I'm digesting the news. He is not going to treat me fairly in this. He lies and lies (ok, by omission but isn't that the same thing??!). I will have to think very carefully about my next steps... I need to protect myself.
