I think you all are right about his attitude and behavior. I keep forgetting that unlike my life - he has always had someone to take care of him. At this point in his life though he is realizing that years of his choices and behavior have resulted in him being alone. He still has family and they won't talk to him anymore. One son is talking to him for his own reasons, the other isn't.
I really don't understand why I am different from the other R in his life that he so easily walked away from. I'm the first woman he hasn't been able to do that.
Anyway, I wanted to say something in response to an earlier post that has been sitting on my mind. I know I am becoming better at DA and setting boundaries but though I appear stronger - and I am not saying I am not strong - it doesn't mean that I am not going through a lot of emotions, feeling alone, and weak inside.
Maybe I will say more later. I really have to get going for work.
I started WAH#3 in case this locks today while I am gone - this is my late night. And who knows what adventure will greet me today.
Silva, At some point my intention is to get onto FB -just been waiting for my D to make the time to help me.
