What's next???? The adventure continues!!!

[AFWAW]

Ok, so weird again. She came over while I was cooking dinner. She says hello to my daughter for a bit and then asks me if I mind if she sits down in the living room for a bit. She asks me what stage of this I'm in. I said what do you mean? She said are you in the anger stage yet? I said, I'm not sure. Silence for a while then she says I'm sorry about all this. I wish I could go back and change a lot of things. I just listened and didn't say anything. My meal was ready at the point, so I offered her some and she declined. While my D and I ate in the kitchen she laid down and went to sleep on the couch? I tried to watch tv for a bit and then went and told me D to get ready for bed w/ the wife still asleep on the couch. My D says to me, I want her to go, she doesn't live here anymore! I honestly didn't know what to do. So I left her alone and went to bed. Was I uncomfortable? yes Am I hoping she misses being home? yes Did she get any of her things? no

So, when I got up this morning, she was gone-she left out the back door. I'm not going to try to fool myself into believing that she misses me but I am hoping. I think this visit had more to do with my daughter. My question is, if she cared so much then why didn't she spend time w/ D while I was gone? And why the freak, doesnt' she care about me anymore?

I think I did ok all things considered. I didn't get into a relationship talk with her and I didn't directly talk to her about what I was feeling. I didn't tell her directly but I think she got the vibe that I wasn't going to be friendly with her even though I was polite. This really sucks and was so hard for me as she was my best friend in the whole wide world and I miss her sooo bad