Sorry, to find you back. You would not be the first to find yourself back here after a failed attempt at reconciliation. Very common in these situations.
Puppy offers you a choice, but I'm hoping you don't let others opinions sway your decision on which direction to choose. This is far to personal, it is for you to decide, in your own time and in your own way.
Regardless of the direction you choose, know you will find support, as you always have, right here.
Let us know what your thoughts are. What you are facing is a defining event, take your time, put the emotions aside as best you can and think things through.
You have some history here and you've displayed your strengths in the past, you will again.
Dignity, honor, respect and patience all play a role.