Sounds like you are gradually finding what works for you. All of us here have to find a plan that works for ourselves and it's a continuous learning process. I think a men's bible study is a great idea and will give you extra support and guidance. We are all here for you
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09