I understand what you are going through. My W hasn't filed yet, but she is emotionally gone right now and I am also out of the house. I am also an emotional wreck and am struggling with it every minute of every day. Have you looked into getting some antidepressants? I just started Celexa and hopefully that will help. I have followed your sitch and you are doing the right things about finding friends and church, ect. You just need to start detaching (as hard as that is to do), I am trying as well and its hard but you have to stick with it. Work on you, work on things you like to do and stop making your happiness tied to your M. Again, easier said than done, but it is a must.
I have really been working on fitness, church, and learning. I have a list of books that I have read and will read. Just hang in there and I don't think you have run everyone off. I will be praying for you.
