Thank you for your kind words. - Yes, it is hard to get the final papers but at least the weather has been nice and it makes me less sad.
Today was a beautiful day and I met a GF to go for a long walk on the waterfront. Afterwards we went for a drink and sat outdoors in the sun. We always have a good laugh.
The next couple of days are supposed to be nice as well but I have not made any plans yet. I am hoping that "my sailor" will contact me. If not, I will have to see if I could meet somebody else.
H has not let me know yet if he is OK. I still care and worry about him although it is not my responsibility anymore. I guess I will never stop caring and worrying about H.