I just started reading Love Without Hurt, and it is quite an eye opener. I read the first few chapters of the "Boot Camp" section, and I feel sick. Once again the cold slap of reality, makes me realize what a jerk I have been and how many times I really just didn't get it. I think I have to find something else to read, something that will give me hope and direction. Lately everything I have been reading has just been making me feel more hopeless and worthless.
I really wish the pain would stop. I just can't seem to detach.
