I'm acting as if I'm ok. Every time I get the cheek kiss it feels like a slap in the face. The very 1st day I met him he kissed me on the lips, now after everything we've been through & I get the cheek. I know it's better than nothing, but it bugs me. Now that things are a tad bit different, I need to rewrite some of my DB goals. I wonder when is the right time to "ask for what I want" as the book says. So far it seems like no time soon.
Enjoy your time alone. When my H goes out of town next wk, I'm planning on ending the girls over to my mom's and having the whole wknd to myself. (even though I hate being alone at night, makes me jittery LOL, but I need some ME time too)
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug