Dear Stella, I really feel for what you are going through. It is such a difficult sitch.
Originally Posted By: stella_k
Right now I feel like moving as far away as possible, like Addie did, away from him and his drama. If the miracle will happen and the feeling will come back, he will find me. If not, I will start my new life, knowing I've done all I could and more...
Only you know what is best in your sitch. In many, many ways I am so glad I left. I came back to a place where I had support from family and friends and a rewarding career. However the drama has not ended. H continues to pull me back in. I can't help but wonder if we might not be actively working on our M by now if I had stayed. At the same time I know it would have been very difficult for me to sit back and watch him go through the addiction/withdrawal phase of the end of A. I think I would also want to leave and let him deal with the fall out on his own.
I am praying for you Stella. You will come to the right decision. Hang in there.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
